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e_kim @ 2005-09-02T18:12:00

2005-09-02T22:15:42Z

Oxford of Emory..holler =D

I'm absolutely loving it here, it's been a crazy week. Orientation was so hectic but funnn, going from one placement test to another, meeting with advisors, chilling and doing activities with our PAL groups, stressing over schedules, going to all the cool events they planned for us (LUAU!!, hypnotist, concert, talent show, etc), meeting new people left and right. The atmosphere is just so different here, I think because it's a teeny tiny school down south. I swear you can't stay in place for 5min without having someone come up to you, smile plastered across their face and introduction at hand. I loveee ittt. The campus is GORGEOUS, and it's so funny because I can go from one place to another in 5min hahah, can you imagine that all you CPers? It's TINYYY, but really pretty.

My room is fabulous, everything in our hall is so clean and new, because not only are we the newest building, my wing is the newest addition woopwoop =D The roommates and I get along great, and everything is decorated to the max hahah..there was this poster fair thing out on campus the other day and I bought so much crap hahah it's looking fabulous. I'll have to take pictures soon so I you guys can see. PLUS the bathroom and kitchen are SOOPER clean and nothing smells..hahah yeah it's great, and I get first choice housing next year because I'm in extended housing this year, which means I'll be able to stay in this building again HOLLER. So yeah housing is awesome.

What else..oh yeah. CLASSES. Oh man they're freaking intense, especially because we have like 20-30ppl in a class. It's HARDCORE, you can't get away with anything yano? I'm taking Intro to College Math, Spanish Convo, Reading, and Comp (OMGGG THIS CLASS IS IMPOSSIBLE), Intro to Sociology, Intro to Religion, Health and Conditioning, and Freshman Seminar. My professors are AWESOME and everything is really interesting, I'm just gonna have to work my butt off namean. But yeah I'll mosdef be getting that 4.0 haha fashofasho no worries there.

Dahh what else..uhmm I've met aLOT of really great people, but no replacements as of yet for my Benjamin hahah..though I did talk to this guy about that hahah he thought I was off my rocker. Whatever. Oh and I went to Athens the other night for a Bain Mattox/Michael Tolcher concert it was off the hizzaaay. ATHENS is freaking ROCKKKKKING it's like a college town to the maxmaxmaxxxxxxxxxxx. I hate how they have places like "Oxford" and "Athens" here hahah you're like "Hey I was at Athens" and people are like wtf are you serious and you're like uhhh yeah..HAHA =D

Okay yano what I really can't think this entry is definitely an insufficient account of everything I've experienced here but I can't put it down quite yet. I'll have to update more later. OH but I DID do laundry for the first time a few days ago and it smelled so GOOD. Hahahah oh gosh I'm all grown up now.

ALRIGHT MORE LATER!

e_kim @ 2005-08-23T21:16:00

2005-08-24T01:37:10Z

I'm here in the ATL..wooohoo and I'm loving it!

I had a great last few days in Murrrrland. Friday..I forget what I did during the day, but I know that at night I FINALLY got to see my boys and Elise. SWEEEEET!! Eugene had come home from the army to visit and it was great hearing about everything he's been through. Ahh and I LOVEEE my Jerry coz he's so gosh darn cute, and I finally got to give Elise her little things from Korea! Oh and it was the first real time I got to cheeeel with Ben (how crazy is that) and seeing Brian is of course always a sexy adventure..it's odd that I've seen so much of him hahah. Odd but nice, of course. Then Saturday Ben and I hung out again, we were awesome and played Scrabble at Barnes (I totally kicked his butt) and got SMOOTIE KING!! Went out for dinner that night too, twas fun.

Sunday..man oh man. I went to KPCB with the parentals (missed KPCL so much), stopped by HANAHREUM with the mother, BehSehTo for a yummm lunch, and saw Brian AGAIN hahah. He was so sweet and gave me POST ITTTTTS and prom pictures (I can't believe I went..) and the nicest card. And thennn..dundundun. So some of us had planned to cheel before I left and have a little "farewell party," and I thought it was just gonna be a small get together with the usual faces. But I walk into Jane Unni and Dave's house and HOLY CRAPPPPP all of freaking KPCL was there!!! Everything was decorated and they were all screaming, I was so surprised and touched in a big way. I couldn't believe all the kids had come out, plus Matt, Euge, James Oppa, Nellie, Lily and Arnold both stopped by, etc. They got me the funniest little presents, caked me ughhh hahah, all signed a huge poster board for me to hang up in my dorm, just everything..sigh. I felt so blessed to be surrounded by such loving people, yano? So yeah we hung out there, and then headed up to EC and shot pool at VIP, then chilled at NOD3 til like four in the morning. It was really fun and relaxing, especially SPOONING with JOE OPPA!! Oh my gosh he's so spoonable hahah, and Jane Unni too of course. It just seriously meant sooo much to me..oh and EUGENE got me the BEST presents. He gave me a CDROM with all these AIM conversations we had had (funny quotes, stuff like that), I couldn't believe he had saved all of it! I can't wait to read them. And he wrote me the longest and sweetest card and poem, and got me an EBear hahah niceeee. I've really realized the past few days how awesome my friends are. I was so excited about leaving Maryland, and it was like the first time that I felt how much I'm going to miss it..

Well anyways yeah. The flight was alright except I sat next to this guy who had a HUGEEE outtie belly button. Oh my god it was poking up through his shirt HAHAHA. I swear it was like..a stub. Holy crap. HaHahaha. Oh and the guy in front of me was this reaaaally cute, prepped out guy in his mid-20's, and I was SO impressed by him becoz he was a crazy successful stock broker. I was like what the eff man I hope I meet a guy like that when I'm older!! When we were waiting to board he was on his phone talking about buying and selling and quotes and blahblah and I was like..man. Too be young, gorgeous, and successful, GO YOU!! Yeahyuh hahahah hollerrr.

I packed waaaay too much stuff. Manno. My laptop came in the mail RIGHT after I left for the airport, that sucks butt. But I did find out that my korean roommate is friends with this other girl I've gotten pretty close to from Emory, and that she's reeeeally sweet..I'm so glad!! And she's my unni!! SWEEEEET..hardie har.

Okay guys that's all for now lol. SCHOOL IN TWO DAYS!!!

e_kim @ 2005-08-11T20:34:00

2005-08-12T00:51:23Z

I'm losing track of days, it's ridiculous. I always feel like I'm 2days ahead of the actual date..hahah yeah. And I can't fall asleeeep, erghh the insomnia has returned. I don't even consider bed til around 4am, and am usual up til around six. HOWEVER, such insomnia has made me appreciate my crazy friends who are up for doing crazy things at crazy hours of the day. It's SO much fun doing random crap when the rest of the world is asleep hehe. So next time you're up late..holler.

I finally found out my housing, YESSS!! I'm in Haywood, which is the newest, and thus NICEST dorm. I'm with two other girls which is fine because we got put in a converted STUDY ROOM!!, so it's going to be bigger. ANDDD the best part is..dundundunnn..ONE OF THEM IS KOREAN!! HOLLLERRRRRRRRRRR!! Hell freaking YES I'll have someone to eat Korean food with oh my godddddddd. HaHa you have no idea how happy I was, it's SUCH a comfort already knowing she's koreaaan =DD What else..oh yeah, I was really worried that I'd be joining 2girls in a double who had already gotten to know eachother/figured everything out, but it turns out that the other 2girls were in extended housing toooo so we're all in the same boat. HOW FREAKING AWESOME did everything work out?? HaHa YEAHHH. Oh and I've gotten to be pretty close to 2people through AIM/the phone, one girl and one guy..both Asian -___-..and I can't WAIT to meet them!! AHH I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED!!! We talk aaall the time and it's like we've known eachother forEVOR. It's so cool that I've made friends with people and I haven't even gotten to school yet..heheeee..okay yeah as this paragraph went on my excitement grew..can you tell?? HaHa.

Packing isn't going smoothly as it once was, because I realized I have too many clothes. Wow. So I'm having to decide what to leave behind lol and it suckkks. And I'm not taking any winter stuff, either. My room is totally and completely funked up right now, I can't step anywhere haha. I got yelled at by the mother, too, for buying things like paper towels and tissues hahah. "YOU HAVE NO FREAKING ROOM WHY ARE YOU BUYING STUFF YOU CAN BUY WHEN YOU GET DOWN THERE?!" Yeah I'm retarded. Oh and the parentals are being so ridunculous, they're fattening me up like CRAZY, special dinners every freaking night hahah holler. Sahm gyup sahl, soooo many different bahn chans, buffet the other night, asking me EVERY day if I want to go grocery shopping and pick up some food for dinner..aw. I love them so much =D

Anyways. Yesterday I ordered my laptop (Dell Interon 700M shaWEEEEEEEEEEETness!!) but things got crapped up, so I was on the phone with Dell all day today..talking to like five people who were Indian..it was my first real frustrating experience with outsourcing hahaha. But it was cool..hahah =DD

Okay so this Sat-Mon is reserved for retreat planning, Tues-Thurs is retreat, and I'm leaving right after I get back. So..yeah..if I haven't seen you, PLEASE cell me =( I'm really leaving..aww =( I love you guys!!

TIME TO PARTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY..holler later kiddies!!

e_kim @ 2005-08-05T21:57:00

2005-08-06T02:10:03Z

Funny how awkward things can get in the course of 2months. Huh. Let's leave it at that.

Mm so didn't make it to Brian's last night, boo, sorry love =( I was reeeally looking forward to a night of nonsense with faces I haven't seen in forEVor, but Sylvia and I ran into a bit of trouble..hahah. And again, let's leave it at that =) We DID manage dinner/ice cream/Rita's and our newest obsession, NIP/TUCK!! (suchh a scandelously fun show, check it outtt), so the night wasn't wasted in the least. Still, it was another missed chance at a group-ish meeting, so I hope to squeeze at least ONE in before summer ends and we all part ways.

In other news, dorm shopping is almost completed EEP!! You wouldn't believe how excited I'm capable of becoming over hangers..storage bins..hooks..MESH LAUNDRY HAMPERS!!..haha yeahh. Actually, most of you could probably imagine how much fun I'd have with all of this lol. The only thing I've been really unsuccessful at tracking down is a SHOWER CADDY! Yes indeed, me still needs one. Anyone wanna tie up a few dorm-necessity ends with me? I'm the BEST person to shop with..I swear..

On that note (best shopper evorrr) might I say that I've finally run out of money completely, which means in the past 2wks I've managed to spend around $250. And for the first time, as stupid and flaky as it may sound, I'm beginning to realize just how carelessly I spent my money. I have a few friends who, by busting their ass almost every single day for the past 2-3months, have earned enough money to pay for their Fall semester bill. I could have done the same. In 4months at Kobe I made over $2,000 but I have nothing to show for it, except a few outfits (okay..alotttt of outfits. aLOT). Clothes, dinners, manicures..it all seems like such a waste now.

I SUCK AT LIFE! =(

e_kim @ 2005-07-22T14:41:00

2005-07-22T19:05:55Z

yeah yeah yeahhh.

So I've settled back into the swing of things hurr in Bal'more, and it's been grand. After 3days of wallowing in my misery I finally left the house, and it's been nonstop catch-up-on-summer since, which has mosdef been entertaining. It's funny, but I haven't really missed anyone, and I still don't. But then when I see certain people I'm like hmm, this is nice. YANO WHAT I MEAN? hahah..yeah.

I decided NOT to leave for Georgia crazy early (next week), and to just go down a few days before I move in. Why? Because I'm going to miss the parentals, that's why. I'm going to miss the mother and father so fuhREAKing much, and the more I think about it, a few weeks of fun on my own isn't worth it when I won't be seeing them for awhile. *SOBSOB* yesss I'm one of those loser kids who gets along swell with their parents yadayadayada. BITE MEE it means extra cheeelaxin time for you+me. So take advantage and call the cellular dammit.

YESSS I'm hyper can you tell? I have this huge mug (like on FRIENDS yippee) that I got in Korea and it was filled to the brim with coffee mm which I sucked in. YUMMAY.

Okay so things I like so far about my week and a half home. Lying out on the deck mm SUN!<3 Shopping with the realization that I'm a COMPLETE broke ass, and so shouldn't bother saving what little money I have left (what difference will it make?) Getting in touch with random Oxford of Emory people. Hanging out with my KPCL lovesss and starting plans for our RETREAT!! HOLLERRRR!! Stopping by my old workplace aw I love many of the KOBE-ians. Hanging out with my SILVERS<3 Finally BARNESing ohh gosh I've missed my old haunt<33 Having my PHONEE and getting texts and calls all the time *tears of joy* Seeing TINA before she left for Vietnam and my girl Ashh it's been too long. AHH and so much more, it finally feels like summer for real and not just my fantasy-vacation summer hehe, even though that was mosdef nice also.

e_kim @ 2005-07-13T10:00:00

2005-07-13T14:16:44Z

So I came home last night. It was definitely a strange mix of emotions..

My mom cried on the plane. And in the middle of the night, at home. This trip definitely made me fully understand and appreciate for the first time what it must be like for her, to have to live so far from everyone, everything, every place that's familiar and means so much to her. The weird thing was I could empathize this time around not because those were the things I missed about Baltimore, but because that's exactly what I miss about Korea..

I couldn't sleep til 5AM and woke up at 9. My internal clock is funked. Waking up this morning felt soo weird..I've gotten used to waking up to familiar faces. I missed the whole getting out of bed, flopping down next to MyungHee Oppa on the floor, and exchanging sleepy blows with pillows routine. It was a nice way to wake up. Right now it's 11PM-ish in Incheon..I'd probably be sitting on the subway with my cousins, heading home after a day of funnn, preparing for a five-hour TV marathon..Battle Robots!, and talking about where we'd go tomorrow..

SIGH. Yes, I'm freaking bitter. Not so much because I miss Korea, the rides on the bus/subway, walks in the middle of the night to get ice cream/rent videos/order FRIED CHICKENNN, shopping in the underground, walking aimlessly because in Korea, doing that always leads to somewhere fun. It's more like I miss the talks/English Practice HAHA I'd have with my cousins on the bus/subway, the punches I'd always give my cousin because he's SO STRONG and the arguments we'd have about who was more "smizzart" while we took walks in the middle of the night to get ice cream/rent videos/order FRIED CHICKENNN, how we'd circle aimlessly and hide from street vendors while shopping in the underground, and how we'd laugh about stupid people and stupid things we saw while walking to who knows where.

I really miss being surrounded 24/7 with that unconditional acceptance, understanding, loveee. And always, always having something to do. I really, really miss Korea.

On the other hand..

Plus sides to being home: being able to have a LAZY SUMMER DAY!! I want ONE before I leave hahah. Seeing people home from school for the summer. Having my PHONEEE<3 Dorm shopping DAHH I freaking can't wait. Being online and having lots of other people actually NOT IDLE or AWAY on my buddy list YAY!! And I'm really looking forward to seeing faces I haven't seen since graduation..

Baltimore isn't that bad. It's just that I'm SUCH a family person hahah it's ridiculous, if I'm close enough with you you've probably heard me rant/cry about being apart from my Georgians. Now it's like ten times that after having gone to Korea. BUT being home isn't that bad either..just lonely =( WAHH.

I'll be okay hahah. This is my moment of being ridunculous.

e_kim @ 2005-06-29T10:08:00

2005-06-29T01:09:25Z

I should be on a plane headed back to the good ole U.S. right now..but obviously, I'm not. HaHa yesss I convinced the parentals to stay here longer, for an indefinite amount of time..o_O Could be anywhere from a week to a month, who knows. But at least I'm still here =)

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Wow..very true.

e_kim @ 2005-06-16T08:36:00

2005-06-16T11:43:56Z

The 5+ hours we spent here were by far my favorite since being in Korea..pure luxury.

It all looks just as beautiful in real life as it does in these pictures. I've never felt so relaxed and pampered..sigh =)

e_kim @ 2005-06-11T08:00:00

2005-06-11T11:10:02Z

EDITED**

Potatoboy1387: oh my god I MISS YOU
estherrr k i m: uhm YEAH you better
Potatoboy1387: hows korea-ing going
estherrr k i m: sooper wonderfully
Potatoboy1387: when do you come home
estherrr k i m: i'm supposed to on the 29th, but i might stay another month
Potatoboy1387: fine!
Potatoboy1387: just leave me ALONE IN THE WORLD
estherrr k i m: i showed everyone my photo album with 134928 million pictures of you
estherrr k i m: and i told them we're going to get married
estherrr k i m: and. all my relatives REAAAALLY want me to marry a white boy
estherrr k i m: so it'll have to be you, because they're familiar with you now.
Potatoboy1387: well if i NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN THAT WILL BE KINDA HARD
estherrr k i m: i knowww. coz..school starts like august 29th-ish. but i think i'm going down to georgia beforehand for awhile to visit my relatives
estherrr k i m: so if i stay here another month i'll be in bmore for like a week or two
Potatoboy1387: FINE
estherrr k i m: benjaminnn i heart thee
estherrr k i m: but guess what
estherrr k i m: i'm going to eat dog..
estherrr k i m: hahahahah
Potatoboy1387: you wanna eat my dog
estherrr k i m: and i'm going to watch them kill it, if they'll let me
Potatoboy1387: is that what your people do
estherrr k i m: psh my people
estherrr k i m: OUR people
Potatoboy1387: so let me get this straight......so were not gonna compete on endurance or go dorm shopping or collage or walk in the rain or eat a picnic or swing or discuss ap scores or ANYTHING
estherrr k i m: if i'm home for two weeks i'll see you every day for those two weeks
estherrr k i m: ben come to korea
estherrr k i m: it's amazing
estherrr k i m: come join meeee
Potatoboy1387: okay...im sure i can arrange that
estherrr k i m: BEN PLEASE COME VISIT ME I MISS YOU
Potatoboy1387: okay youre seriously depressing me cause i really miss you and md is boring as shit and i have no friends!!!!!
estherrr k i m: please come visit me
estherrr k i m: because i don't want to go back to maryland
estherrr k i m: this trip is like changing my lifeeeeeeeeee i want to stay here forever and be KOREAN
Potatoboy1387: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Potatoboy1387: why are you ruining my life
estherrr k i m: i visited a college here, and it was amaaaazing
Potatoboy1387: if i had known this i never would have invested in our friendship
estherrr k i m: BEN COME TO COLLEGE HERE WITH ME
estherrr k i m: IT'LL BE FREEEEE
Potatoboy1387: if i never see you again i am gonna be so mad at you
estherrr k i m: BECAUSE YOU'RE WHITE
estherrr k i m: THEY LIKE WHITE PEOPLEEEE!!!
estherrr k i m: THAT'S YOU!
Potatoboy1387: COME TO MARYLAND IM HERE>>>>GO TO EMORY AND VISIT COLLEGE PARK>>>>>>>REMEMBER YOUR OTHER FRIENDS>>>>MARRY *******
estherrr k i m: i have no other frienddddds
estherrr k i m: you're the only onee
Potatoboy1387: and i should be important enough to leave your family for
estherrr k i m: being here is like..like. everyone is my family
Potatoboy1387: im crying i hope your happy
estherrr k i m: everyone is like me here
estherrr k i m: so you can come and be surrounded by esthers
Potatoboy1387: but theres no me
estherrr k i m: i know that's why i'm sad

haha okay we were being ridiculous. benjamin don't hate me for posting this, i had toooo coz it made me laugh. i love youuuuuu.

e_kim @ 2005-06-05T18:46:00

2005-06-05T09:49:27Z

I'm in Korea..the homeland, eh?

What is there to say..it's fabulous.

I've told a few people this, but there's something so..awesome..about looking around and having everyone look the same as me lol. That sounds kinda ridiculous but it's just so freeing (?) to be surrounded and slammed in the face with culture. MY culture. Ahhhh. More in depth stuff later. But yeah.

Freaking loving it.

e_kim @ 2005-05-28T22:12:00

2005-05-29T02:38:15Z

Congratulations to Loch Raven's class of 2005..we did it, seni0r5!

Graduation has always seemed a bit anti-climactic and somewhat of a chore to me, and Sylvia and I seriously entertained the thought of not going..hahah, that would definitely have caused some waves. But yeah, it was..I don't know how to describe it lol, not in a bad way though. Well I was late, due to the fact that a bunch of us slept over Dave and Jane Unni's hizzay last night and I didn't get home early enough this morning. Oops? So I was running in all crazy and all that nonsense, freaking out about not getting there in time, but it was all good in the end. The speeches were all short, meaningful, and well-delivered, yay for them. I will admit that there were a few moments throughout the whole thing where my reflection of the past few years kinda got me teary-eyed..lol yeahh. It sucked that the "periodic thunderstorm" that were supposed to go on today occurred for the half hour in which we were outside trying to take pictures. Weather hates our class, way to rain on prom AND graduation. Still, lots and lots of people came out with flowerrrs and well wishes which were definitely appreciated and made me feel special. I also saw my old youth pastor for the first time in a few years, and that meant alottt to me because he was the one who turned my life around when I first started high school. Yeah..funfun.

After a shower and all that good stuff I headed over to Elise's, and I swear to God it was like the perfect way to start off summer. Good food, family milling around everywhere laughing and being loud (even if it wasn't mine, I appreciated it). Kids riding bikes and scooters along the alley hahah. Small groups chatting on the deck, others playing badminton and shooting a basketball around. Clear blue sky, nice light breeze and lots of pretty green everywhere. It was wonderful. I spent most of the time with my Benjaminnn on the hammock talking about stupid stuff like we always do and taking like a million pictures. I love him. Obviously. Around eight Jerry left and me and Ben realized we were the only two of Elise's friends that were still there hahah so we decided to just walk around the neighborhood. We did that for awhile and then walked Bailey coz I wanted to YAY! HaHa and I was hiding outside his house but his mommy came out and found me and gave me a hug. YAY.

Oh wanna hear a funny? My parents and I thought that our flight to Korea was Tuesday, so we had all our shopping and whatnot scheduled out, and the majority of it was going to take place on Monday. Then Thursday night as we're making a list of things to do my brother looks at us kinda funny and goes-"Why do you keep saying we're gonna do all this stuff Monday? I thought our flight was that day." And behold, it is. So we're a day behind and the parentals are going cuhhhrazy. I should really be packing right now lol. OH and when I get back I think someone should hold a "WELCOME BACK TO THE STATES!!" party so I can give everyone presents and get out of the whole Korea mindset. KKKK?

Have fun at senior week, kiddies, and be safe. Wish the same for me for my month-long stay in the homeland!

e_kim @ 2005-05-26T16:38:00

2005-05-26T20:51:29Z

Prom..hm. Is over, and went by quite fast, which is too bad =*( And despite our immense sexiness, or perhaps DUE to our immense sexiness, neither Brian nor I won anything at Post Prom. Mother truckers!! Ah well, it was all fun anyways, and a good way to end senior year. Thank youuu Sir Guy-O.

The last few days have been wonderrrful, lolling around the house (not LOL-ing, though I did that too), shopping, BARNESing, hanging out with lovely people every freaking day because we CAN! WITH NO LIMITS! BAHAHAH! Party it uppp beeetches =DD Yeah, it's been alot of fun doing crazy things with the crazy people that I've missed oh so dearly<3 I LOVE WHEN EVERYONE COMES HOME FROM COLLEGEEEE it makes my life better =)

And today was Commencement Rehearsal. What a joke, but a good excuse to see faces that I hadn't seen since Prom. I SAW GLENN ERFH23974RUJDSFJSD!!! DAHHH MY GLENNN<3 And I scared him away..hahahah..but still. I hugged him and clung to him and he had to pry my fingers off himself. GLENNGLENNGLENN MINEMINEMINEEEEEEE!! I adore that kiddd hardie har. Anyways yeah the picnic was..well. It was tasty, but not so much fun?? I couldn't figure out where half my friends were, and we didn't really DO anything. So yeah. After we finished eating Ben and I just sord of..left. And aimlessly walked around school looking for a newspaper?? Which didn't work, but then the secretaries at the office who adore/pity me snuck us extra copies hahah. I love Ben. He drove me home, but we made like ten pit stops on the way to random churches/parks/Glenn Meadows/private farms hahah. Twas funnn and I needed my time with Benjamin because I miss himmm and I love himmm so muchhh. And I'm convinced I'll never really see him/anyone again after this summer..I don't know why. I've pretty much convinced myself that that's the way it'll be though, so when I say that to all you people ("I MISS YOUUUUU I'LL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN!!") I'm only half-kidding. So please be kind =( HaHa AAAAANYWAYS I took lots of random pictures of Benjamin driving and us looking retarded and yeahh. We also looked at big houses we can buy when we get married!! YAY!! A private farm in the country with horsies that other people can borrow. YAY!! Shut up I know we're weird..actually it's pretty much just me, he'll probably read this and say "SHUT THE EFF UP ESTHER EVERYONE WILL THINK WE'RE RETARDED! YOU'RE MAKING THIS ALL UP!" Hi, Benjamin! I love thee!

No awards ceremony tonight because it would make me feel like an idiot, and I'm not strong enough to not care. I would cry =*( So I'm just gonna go clubbing or something and not think about being cord-less at graduation hahah. SIGH. Please pity me..hahah..I reeeally am not looking forward to walking across that stage with everyone thinking I'm an idiot that doesn't belong to any honor societies. Although Mandi DID have an idea about unraveling rugs..

e_kim @ 2005-05-05T19:21:00

2005-05-05T23:37:59Z

I cannot wait to get out of here.

It's funny because in my last entry, that survey, one of the questions was "Two truths and a lie," and my lie was that I couldn't wait for senior year to be over. Before this week I was already starting to miss Loch Raven and didn't want to leave. Now I'm counting down the seconds til I'm gone. I honestly can't believe the manner in which senior year is ending, all the crap that's happened and the impression that I'm leaving behind. I know that my real friends know the truth about everything and that they didn't doubt me for a second, but it pretty much just sucks to have random people whispering about you, when they don't even know what happened. When they don't fucking know. I realize that it doesn't really matter, but it's hard to not care, yano?

The whole situation has also made me realize just how much people love to talk. If you're reading this, and you weren't in that room two days ago after school, then shut up. Just shut up. People are spreading the craziest rumors, and telling versions of the story like they know what's going on, when they DON'T. I even heard that kids were talking to TEACHERS about it, telling them "what they knew" when in fact, they have no freaking idea. Do you know how much it sucks to have teachers think the worst of you, after having heard some mixed and matched story? So please, if you weren't fucking there don't talk about it, you're pretty much just making it worse.

Whew. That was good to get out. And not to be so fucking over-melodramatic, but when I went into school today I so appreciated all the little things. Like, Rachel hugging me out of nowhere and saying she loved me. Alicia and Elise saying they knew I wouldn't do stupid shit like that. Ben being Ben, and telling me to just forget about everything because it's not a big deal. It kind of made me realize that you have to just brush everything else off.

I can't wait til it's summer, when I don't have to be surrounded by all these fake people that I don't ever plan on seeing again. I can't wait til I get to control who I hang out with every day, to see only the select few from school-Ben, Brian, Elise, Silvers, Mandi, Euge, Rach, Steph, Matt, and the others who have stayed with me through everything-JAMES OPPA, Olivia Unni, TINA, Dave, KPCL. I can't wait til I'm up in Boston, and I can start over without people thinking anything of me.

So to reiterate this one last time, and then I'll shut up because I know it sounds like I'm making a huge deal out of nothing-if you don't know what happened, please don't act like you do, no matter how reliable you think the source is (i.e, you don't know the full story unless you heard the entire thing from me, Mandi, or Ben). (Did I use i.e. incorrectly? Hmm..) If you ARE going to talk about it, or post about it becoz I know alot of people already have, that's fine, but please make sure your first line is, "So I want to talk about this whole AP Stat thing because it's been such a huge deal these past few days, but I do want to let you know that my version is probably fucked up fifty times over and that I'm helping to perpetuate a cycle of ridiculous rumors and stories from people who think they know it all, and in the process am adding to the confusion and hurting alot of people's feelings. However, I'm allowed to express my opinion, so let me tell you what I think happened, because I obviously know what I'm talking about." Yeah, just copy and paste or quote that.

e_kim @ 2005-04-27T19:28:00

2005-04-27T23:26:51Z

Scorch the Ocean: does anyone want to come with us?
estherrr x 1oO4: i zunno
estherrr x 1oO4: we tend to intimidate people
estherrr x 1oO4: we're kinda good looking and stuff
Scorch the Ocean: that is so true
Scorch the Ocean: we are hott with at least two t's
Scorch the Ocean: and good shoppers
Scorch the Ocean: and insanely in love
estherrr x 1oO4: oh man
estherrr x 1oO4: i'm intimidated to go with us
estherrr x 1oO4: this is definitely going to have to be one of those out of body experiences

estherrr x 1oO4: As part of this course, students travel to the Amazon basin and Andes mountains in South America. While in South America, the sociology students interact with a variety of indigenous people and learn of their beliefs and practices.
estherrr x 1oO4: HOW COOOOOLLLLLLL
Scorch the Ocean: oh wow
Scorch the Ocean: that sounds like an amazing experience
Scorch the Ocean: i think i'm shallow
Scorch the Ocean: because i have no interest in things like that
Scorch the Ocean: but i think it's cool when other people go on them

Three names you go by:
1. Esther
2. E. Kim
3. MIKE backwards ;]

Three screen names you have:
1. estherrr k i m
2. estherrr x 1oO4
3. ekimmykimkim

Three things you like about yourself:
1. I feel/act as though I'm invincible
2. I'm impulsive/spontaneous
3. When I care, I genuinely care

Three things you dislike about yourself:
1. I get jealous easily
2. I tend to let little things bother me
3. I expect more from people than I should

Three parts of your heritage:
1. 1/2 South Korean
2. 1/2 North Korean
3. Uhm.

Three things that scare you:
1. The concept of eternity
2. Failure
3. Never finding out what I'm good at..still haven't discovered that yet lol

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. Cell
2. Face Moisturizer
3. FOOOOOOOOODDDDDD!!

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. My favorite pair of jeans from American Eagle, yay!
2. Pretty pink shirt that everyone at work called hoe-ish =*(
3. My favorite black bra that Sylvia snapped like 3 times today ouchhh

Three of your favorite bands/artists:
1. Jeff Buckley (note to self: steal CD back from Brian. Or, note to Brian: return Esther's CD that's left in your car from our Moxley adventure).
2. Hillsongs
3. John Mayer

Three of your favorite songs at present:
1. Collide by Howie Day
2. The Blower's Daughter by Damien Rice
3. Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley

Three new things you want to try in the next 12 months:
1. Uh, college? HECK yeah =)
2. Having a completely un-school related summer (nothing to study for, hurrah!)
3. Some new type of food..hehe

Three things you want in a relationship (love is a given):
1. Faithfulness
2. Empathy
3. Surprises (only the good kind)

Two truths and a lie:
1. I won't really miss many people when I leave Baltimore
2. I wish senior year would hurry up and end
3. My fingers kinda smell like curry right now

Three physical things about the opposite sex (or same) that appeal to you:
1. A strong build, so that when he puts his arms around me I feel safe. And little. Aw =)
2. Height..5'10 is good I think
3. Smile

Three things you just can't do:
1. I
2. am
3. amazing

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. AIM..haha it's sad
2. SHOPPING!!
3. Doing absolutely nothing with a great group of friends

Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1. Figure out what college I'm going to
2. Shop
3. Tan in the warm sunnn

Three careers you're considering:
1. Something public leadership-y
2. Something sociology-y
3. Something international relations-y

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Madrid with Ben (when I'm engaged so I can test to see whether or not my husband trusts me)
2. Bora Bora with Ben (so we can re-live the Sports Illustrated Competition and stare at hot girls)
3. Italy

Three kids names:
1. Joshua
2. Mark
3. Brooke (okay, I know I'm not going to name my kid that because it's too white, but I think it's so prettyy..Mandi, you should go by that, even though you're too asian now)

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Be able to buy anything and everything for the parentals
2. Travel everywhere. Everywhere.
3. Experience love in its entirety

e_kim @ 2005-04-14T20:18:00

2005-04-15T00:32:32Z

HOLY SHAT mid-april?! HOLY SHAT two weeks til AP exams?! HOLY SHAT my birthday in five days?! HOLYYY SHATTT!!

Today was such a good day. Mandi and I visited Jay after school, I hadn't seen him since we broke it off. He got in a really bad car accident a few weeks back and it was good to see that he was alright. Anddd he'd grown his hair since the last time I'd seen him, I was always complaining that his hair was too short..yeah..awkward hah.

Anyways.

After THAT we stopped by Michaels and Toys R Us and acted like complete idiots lol. Doode there were soo many awesome toys at Toys R Us though, it was insane. Kids these days are so lucky man. Then at Target we both got the cutesttt bathing suits, I can't wait til summer DAHHHHHHHHH. But no good spending even more money hahah oops. Oh well. When we got hungry we went to this phho place Kyong Oppa had told me about, and it was aiight..sorda like healthy pho hahah, we're gonna go back next time and get yummy rolls, though. Sweettttt.

Blahh I donno what else to talk about. This month has been pretty chill though, hanging out with my bia's and homefrieeeees after school all the time, making the green (I'm a ballaaa), etc etc. There's alot more I could go into I guess but don't feel like it hehe. Next timee..

e_kim @ 2005-03-31T21:38:00

2005-04-01T02:44:33Z

I've been writing in this thing and xanga every day during break hehe. Way to update about everything I do =)

WELLLL on that note, Ben and I went out yesterday for a fabulous dinner at The Melting Pot. We finally got around to fondue-ing, YAY! It was..oh my gosh. So. Freaking. GOODDDDD. And you eat everything so slowly that by the end we were incredibly full. Wonderrrful =))) Afterwards we went to see Guess Who? which was really funny, but we were falling asleep on eachother because it was kinda late. A fun night overall, I love my Ben.

Today Dave, Alfredo, and Sylvia came over and we hung out. We were pretty much bored together instead of being bored alone lol, but we had alottt of laughs because the company was good hehe. Then Elias stopped by for a bit and they left to go to PC, pshhh they're freaking addicted lol. Now I'm waiting to cheel some more with a few cool kiddies.

Break has been wonderful. Sleeping, shopping, EATING, seeing great people every day. GOTTA LOVE IT!

e_kim @ 2005-03-28T01:31:00

2005-03-28T06:43:26Z

Just got home from late night milk shakes and girl talk with Olivia Unni, loveloveLOVE<33 I can't wait to go up to NYC and visit her-shopping, food, sights, with a few martinis mixed in there. OH and she told me that I could borrow her prom dress if I wanted. I remember it being reeeally pretty, so I hope it fits. WEEEE!!

Hmm..oh yes, Happy Easter, all! Mine was alright, church and whatnot of course. Afterwards Anna, Elias, Dahv, Joe Oppa, and Alfredo came over and we chilled for awhile at my house. We hit up TGIFridays and had some decent food as well. YUM. These past few days have been nice chill days forizzle =DD

DOODEEE I went shopping the other day and spent $200-three shirts at Express, two pairs of jeans at American Eagle, this and that from like Rite Aid, getting my eyebrows done..dayum. I need to start saving.

SPRING BREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!

e_kim @ 2005-03-24T23:07:00

2005-03-25T04:22:08Z

Ughhh life has been so stressful and annoying lately. Seriously.

First of all, I hate shiesty bitches who say shit without being able to back it up. Too much fucking drama these days that's making me look at people way differently. And, might I add, totally unnecessary drama that I shouldn't be involved in at all. This is what happens when people talk.

I hate how people act like they're better than you, say shit to you and pretend that they never shit themselves. Fuckers.

College is looking more and more appealing with each passing day, purely because I want to leave all this crap behind and start overrr. Get all these bitches off my back, not have to deal with family stuff, hopefully restore my faith through a new church and college group. It'll be so refreshing to start over and not have to maintain the fake acquaintances and interactions that high school consists of. Only the people who really matter will stay with you, yano?

LOL my LJ entries are always the ones I write when I'm in a bad mood, sorry guys.

e_kim @ 2005-03-08T15:31:00

2005-03-08T20:42:22Z

After school today I ran into Matt, and being the spontaneous creatures that we are we decided to go to the movies. It had been awhile since we had randomly gone out on a sucky school afternoon, and I really miss the two of us hanging out. Brian caught us as we were walking which added to the fun, but as we were hit in the face with the cold wind (weather is so fickle) a whole slur of thoughts rushed into my head. Them being: I'm running on way too few hours of sleep, I want to eat soup, there really isn't a movie out that I want to see, it's damn cold and I want to take a hot bath, I have a fifteen question Bio outline due tomorrow, and so on and so forth. Thus when I saw Sylvia I pretty much ran to her so that she could take me home and left behind a bewildered Matt and Brian. HEHE. I hope they have fun on their date =)

Well that was a rather pointless paragraph.

What else is new..hmm. Ah, yes. My random week long hook-up is over. It was fun while it lasted, and I'd definitely missed the whole kissing/cuddling/dating type thing since..January, was it? Hmm it feels like it's been alot longer. Oh well, he was a really sweet guy and it definitely felt cool making out with someone who has a tongue ring. AND a lip ring. AND a nipple ring..hahah. I would recommend it. Now after these last two flings I think I want a boyfriend/relationship type thing..but who knows.

Brian and I are going prom dress shopping tomorrow LOL. We're going to prom together by the way, NOT as a joke! It started out that way, but funny how things turn out. I'm excited.

Yesterday's weather made me so unbelievably happy. It felt so GOOD! Sylvia and I bought a whole bunch of Spring clothes on Saturday, I can't wait until it gets consistently warm so I can wear them. YAAAY!

e_kim @ 2005-02-16T20:04:00

2005-02-17T01:17:02Z

AHH things have been so crazy lately!

I'm so tireddd aaall the time. Working on Valentine's Day was crazy, we had about 600 people come in. Yesterday was also pretty busy, for a Tuesday. I really like working at Kobe though, it's fun and the people are so sweet. It seems like all these people are trying to work there now. I know I'm not one to speak because I just started too, lol, but I really hope the flow of LR people stop. I like having work separate from everything else, it's fun getting to know a different group of people and whatnot.

So speaking of work Mandi and I went in for sushi today. I love going in when I don't actually have to do anything mwahah. It was soo yummy and Eric Oppa made us all this special, extra stuff we hadn't ordered because he's just nice like that and he loves me =) So yea it was alot of fun, I'm really glad I started to get close with Mandi, Sylvia, Rachel, etc this year. YAY =)

For our English senior research paper I was fifth to be graded, and I found out today that I got a 59/63! HURRAH!! I found that quite amusing, seeing as how I was so NOT stressed about it and finished all of it up the night before at who knows what time. Everyone was making such a huge deal about how the paper was worth half of our grade and blahblah but it looks as though the majority of the people will do pretty well. It definitely started my day off with a bang, especially because Nellies said so many nice things to me about my writing..everyone can use that once in awhile.

What else what else..oh! American Math League was today, Ben guilt tripped me into going. I can't believe I voluntarily did two hours of unnecessary math. Afterwards we spent like the entire lunch period talking about the problems and whatnot, we're such noids =D I kinda hope I don't qualify for the next round lol.

Everyone leaves for Disney tomorrow. Time for me to relax and party it up here..uhh yea lol. Hope you all have fun!

That is all. Life's been swell.

Kat-"I keep wanting to write November." Andrew-"As the day?" Kat-"Uh yea. February November 2005"

2005-02-10T21:44:06Z

February already? Wow. Graduation is so SOON! The past four years have absolutely flown by, but I'm definitely ready to be out of high school. I can't imagine myself being stuck here any longer.

Even though I'm so anxious and EXCITED to leave, I'm already starting to miss things. Stupid things, really, like curling up on top of the little cubicle desks in Spanish, deciding what to get Jerry for lunch =), hiding out and lazing around in the beginning of Band..yea. All the little things, eh? And I'm beginning to realize that I'm going to miss Ben aLOT. What am I supposed to do when I have days where the world is being annoying and he's the only one I can stand to be around? Or rather, the only one who can stand being around me? ASDUYRDSF =((( Yea okay I'll shut up. But..sigh.

I don't want to be old. I hate ducks, so I can't sit with Brian and feed them. He'd probably yell at me for throwing rocks.

SIGH. SIGHSIGHSIGH. I'm feeling so bitter. And uncertain, scared, nostalgic, saddd, AMBIVALENT blahblahblah.

I'm probably gonna be a mess come May.

It was the first snow of the season
I can almost see you breathin
In the middle of that empty street

Sometimes I still see myself
In that lonesome bedroom
Playin my guitar
And singing songs of hope
For a better future

Life is
Only
As good as the memories we make
And I’m taking back what belongs to me

Polaroids of classrooms unattended
These relics of remembrence
Are just like shipwrecks
Only theyre gone faster
Than the smell after it rains

Last night while everyone was sleepin
I tripped through my old neighborhood
And resurrected memories from ashes

We said that we would never
We were really just like them
Does rebellion ever make a difference

Life is
Only
As good as the memories we make
And I’m taking back what belongs to me
These relics of remembrence
Are just like shipwrecks
Only theyre gone faster
Than the smell after it rains

So long astoria
I found a map to buried treasure
And even if we come home empty handed
Well still have our stories
Of battle scars, pirate ships and wounded hearts,
Broken bones, and all the best of friendships

And when this hourglass
Has filtered out
Its final grain of sand
I raise my glass to the memories we had
This is my wish
This is my wish
Im takin back
Im takin them all back

Euge-"Do you sew?" Jerry-"Yea, kinda." PAUSE Euge-"Yea, me too."

2005-01-24T20:43:13Z

This is gonna be a long one, folks.

So another fabulous three day weekend is coming to a close. I'm tired beyond belief, I have hours of homework to look forward to, I'm in a panicked, soon to freak out mode concerning FAFSA and the accompanying CSS Profile..but the weekend was fabulous nonetheless.

Friday started off with me NOT going to the mall with Ben, just as we had NOT gone to Barnes the day before. Bastard. Mwahah but no, all is well. I called up James Oppa instead because I hadn't seen him in forevOR, and so he came over and we chilled for awhile. I convinced him (through many promises of a free dinner and guilt trips about missed birthdays and my leaving for college soon) to go to KPCB's Praise Night with me. There were soo many people there, wow, lots of youngins hehe. But we went and met up with a handful of others (Sarah, Elias, Jane Unni, Dave, Ji Oppa, and Joe Oppa were the main crowd, with manymanyMANY more as well) and had an awesome time. Eugene and I finally exchanged much over due Christmas presents (from TWO Christmases ago!) and the cards that we got eachother were both SNOOPY! Weirddd connection hehe. I loveee cards with long messages, and his was the sweetest card I had ever gotten =) I love you best buddy! It was also a great night because afterwards when we were all eating I saw SOOO many old faces from my KPCB days, people who were in COLLEGE now and recognized me from about five-ten years ago. It was insane, and I loved it. I got home incredibly late that night, and passed out immediately..

..and was awakened the next morning by a phonecall alerting me about the SNOW! WEEE! Sike, I hate it when it snows over the weekend, dammit. It was beautiful, but only for the first hour that I was inside. Ugh I feel so old, I had no desire whatsoever to step out and get all cold and wet and ew. Gross. So I pretty much spent Saturday in front of the computer, lazing around the house and playing Monopoly with KeunHee, who WHUPPED my BUTT! Dahh lol. I could have gotten all my homework done that day, but noo..

Then came Sunday. I was so happy to get out of the house, oh my goodness. Church was wonderful as usual, the pingpong and sub action afterwards was good times. It was Jane Unni's 19th birthday so we all went over her house to hang out, and good people + good food + good conversations = good fun no matter what. From around eleven to three in the morning a few of us sat around and just talked, about soo much stuff. It was really great, I love when you're with a group of people and you don't have to really DO anything to have fun. I came home pretty late once again because of how long the talks lasted, and went to bed at six in the morning ughh. I then had to wake up this morning at twelve (UGHHHH six hours of sleep is definitely not enough, especially for a three day weekend) to go out for lunch. It was definitely worth it though, because Dave was with us and he got us a 25% discount, which is aLOT. That was freaking awesome lol. I have a huge headache now, I think because of this insane sleep (or lack thereof) pattern that I have going on.

AHH and so much other news to talk about! Instead of Senior Week, Sarah, Jane Unni, and I are taking a ROAD TRIP BABY! We haven't made any definite decisions as to where we'll be going, but we've narrowed it down to two possibilities--stay in this area, meaning Virginia Beach, Delaware Beach, and OC, or go all the way down the East Coast, possibly to FLORIDA with Elias, because he might be going down as well. How freaking awesome is that?? I'm getting back the down payment I made for Senior Week, and I'm really glad that I found something else to do instead, because frankly I'm trying to stay away from this whole insanely intoxicated thing. We're probably going to ask two more people to go with us, and it's going to be soo much fun. I CAN'T WAIT BABY!!!!

Let's see..oh! I might be getting a job hostessing at Kobe, yesss. I definitely need money for Prom and the Road Trip. I think it would be a fun and fairly easy job, and I'd be with Sarah and Lily! It's $8/hr, but the only bad thing is that the hours are from 4-10 and I would have to work weekdays. I'm going to need to figure out if I can balance school around that, especially with AP MANIAAAAAA..

I love my youth group. In all honesty I'm at a point in my life where my faith is not as strong as it should be, and I've drifted so far from God. I'm not spiritually fulfilled, and there are definitely times where I feel as though KPCL just isn't doing much for me. But at the same time, in so many ways KPCL is what keeps me going. Though we're not as close as we once were, nothing can compare to the relationships I have with these people, where I can turn to them in times of need and have them listen and honestly care. I love how welcoming we are, I love how genuine we are. I love you guys. I can't WAITTTT for this summer--my last retreat, Six Flags and Kings Dominion, and so much more. Life is GOOD.

Finally. If you're the praying type, please say a few for my friend Jenny Unni and her mother, who leave today for Indonesia to help with the tsunami relief efforts. Jenny Unni just graduated from college, and I am honestly in awe of her. I would give anything to be able to do so much with my life at such a young age. Pray for them.

"How would a conversation between you and a lamp go?" Eric-"You turn me on."

2005-01-17T05:00:01Z

The past two Sundays have been awesome chill days, YAY! I love hanging out with my youth group, considering it consists of Anna, Dave, Elias, Jane Unni, Jae Oppa, etc..haha all my closest friends, how convenient. But yea I've missed us hanging out together; even though we see eachother weekly we haven't straight up chilled in awhile. Last week especially felt exACTly like summer..driving to Jane Unni and Daves' in Ji Oppa's car with Hillsongs blaring..sigh =)

I'm officially sick of pho, oh my gosh. We went Thursday and I think it was definitely my last time for a long time. The thought of it kinda makes me queasy lol. It was definitely a fun time though, because it was such a random, big group of people-Me, Sylvia, Mandi, Amy, Anna, Rachel, Laura, Anthony, Kevin, Matt, Seung, Green Oppa. YAY we're awesome. Plus, the weather that day was beauuutiful, which made driving up to Ellicott City GREAT--sunny, breezy, wonderrrful.

So far this month I have spent about..three hundred dollars? That is very very bad, seeing as how I don't have a job. Crap, I'm such a broke ass now. I went shopping yesterday and spent..uh..aLOT. Sweaters from Express, lots of bras (yaaaaay) and lotion from Victoria's Secret, and much much more. Lordy what's wrong with mee? I NEED A JOB!!

SNOW!! Awesome blossoms, we all like ran out onto Dave's deck tonight when it started hehe. I hope it snows on Wednesday and then we'll have off agaaain! I LOVE three day weekends, and having two in a row is soo awesomeee.

Last bit of news--not applying to UMBC Honors, YAY! While Ben was driving me home Friday night we realized that I had left my recommendation letter at Brian's house, and I took that as a sign to not apply. Speaking of Friday night, I had a great time hanging out at Fazzini's and TopHat with Ben, Brian, and Lauren =)

This entry is so random and retarded. WEE. Apologies.

"What if fluids..were SOLIDS?" -Jason

2005-01-11T23:18:55Z

Today was the Side-by-Side concert, which was wonderrrful. Alicia was gorgeous, I'm proud to say that she's my friend hehe =) The whole time she was up there I was soo nervous for her, my palms were all sweaty and I was shaking LOL. I think I was more nervous than she was! But yes, congrats to all involved, especially Alicia, Elise, Christine, and my GLENN!

So the concert was great, as was lunch at Subway mm. Something was a bit off about the day overall though, but I don't want to get into that. Just yeaa, I got very annoyed right before we boarded the buses and it didn't go away. Little things upset me, I guess =( When we got to school I skipped seventh period and played with the Concert Band with Rachel, and that was actually alot of fun hehe. Afterwards went over to Carroll Manor as usual to teach the kiddies and that was great, I love them! And my favorite little girl from last year's class came back, yay =)

Doode I had pho again on Sunday and we're going back Thursday. AhHaAh soo GOOD but soo BAD! MSG<33

UMBC is due Saturday. Lordy. So much going onnn.

"My brother wanted to be a star-like in the sky!" -Amy

2005-01-07T20:21:55Z

The girls and I talked about periods and boobs all day today hahah. I have no idea why, but it was funny. Me, Sylvia, Mandi, Amy, and Rachel all got ours this week, I hate how the people you hang out with affect your cycle. hahah interesting, I know.

Speaking of all them, we FINALLY went up to EC for pho the other day. MM it was some GOOD SHAT. Mandi bought a 20lb bag of rice from Grand Mart while we were there hahahah that girl makes me laugh.

VICTORIA'S SECRET SALE!!! YESSSSS!

And that is all for now.